What's going on family? It's been a while since I last wrote (or finished) a post. I've been battling with myself for the better of three months now. It's really disappointing to feel like you've lost all the progress that you'd gain in terms of emotional intelligence. But what is really reminded me or taught me rather, is that emotional healing is not a linear process, meaning it doesn't just go in one direction. There are improvements and gains, but there are also some regressions and back sliding. This has been what I've been dealing with lately. Just thinking about all the hard work and brutal honesty I've had to do to myself just to get some sort of peace and to lose it all over almost nothing. That shit will make you suicidal. At least it did for me. "If this is as good as it's gone get, then I don't want to be here at all." My brain can be my worse enemy at times honestly. I had to realize that it's only going to g...
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